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[Wed 22 Apr @ 5:51pm] |
[Hexed Private to Self]
Oh Merlin, here we go.
[/End Hexed Private to Self]
Chase, are you still game for the beach? Should we pack a lunch or go somewhere with restaurants nearby?
I can't do the t-shirt thing again. He'll notice if I'm covering up all the tim Girls, I need help picking out a swimming suit for the beach today! Anyone care to help?
[Hexed Private to Self]
Just breathe, Marissa. He's not going to ask anything unless you make it incredibly obvious that you're hiding something. Why... should I even be hiding this anymore? Merlin, just breathe. Okay. Fine. We'll tell him. ... Maybe you really did lose your mind when you were kidna No.
[/End Hexed Private to Self]
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| ten. |
[Tue 17 Feb @ 4:59pm] |
[Hexed Private]
I still haven't told anyone. I just told Vati and Lav that I had completely forgotten what I was going to tell them and that it wasn't even that important. What... am I doing? I don't even have a game plan for all of this. I was going to tell Angie, but she's got so many of her own problems that I don't want to throw mine at her, too.
And I could hardly keep eye contact with Chase yesterday at the beach. I just... I felt like somehow he would know, without there being any physical sign of it. But I couldn't really get out of it and besides, we had fun, I guess. Still... I feel like I'm lying to him but not telling him what's going on. He has the right to know; so that he can bail if he needs to.
I don't... I can't believe that I miss Rabas I feel like such a bitch.
[/End Private]
Can't say that I've ever gone on a beach trip quite like that one. It was a lot of fun; forgot how much I love the ocean.
Fun weekend is over though, and it's back to work I go. We can never really escape the reality of the world we live in, I suppose.
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| nine. |
[Mon 26 Jan @ 8:19pm] |
[Hexed Private to Vati and Lav]
Hey you two... after the wedding today, do you think we could talk? When we get back home?
[/End Hex]
[Hexed Private to Angie]
How are you holding up, babygirl?
[/End hex]
I'm excited to see everyone at the wedding today! I'm sure it will be beautiful and we'll all enjoy it. Congratulations to the gorgeous couple in advance, just in case I can't get through the crowds to say so later! I'm so proud of you Chuck-A-Roo! I could swear it was just yesterday I heard you running through the hallways screaming insanely because you got Captain for Gryffindor... Merlin. Again though, congratulations to both of you.
It will be a nice break day from the Ministry; first day off since we starting working again after the attack. I can't believe I'm one of the only people left from my departme Work is busy and it's important, but I need a day out of that crowded room.
Ah! I've got to get dressed!
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| eight. |
[Wed 16 Jul @ 3:08pm] |
Girls, we have got to go shopping for some groceries. We're running a bit low and I'm personally tired of eating soup every day after work.
Grocery trip with Rissa? You both free tonight?
The Ministry rebuilding is going relatively well, though I have to admit I wasn't expecting to cover for Head of the Department of Mysteries. Considering there isn't a Department of Mysteries anymore, I've mostly been helping anywhere I can and then going to all of the Heads of Department meetings. The Law Enforcement office is extremely busy, so I'll probably find myself there for the rest of this week - not that I mind, I get to see Dora more.
[Order]
That Bachelorette party was great fun, guys, thanks to everyone who helped throw it. And congratulations again to Hannah! Less than a week left!
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| seven. |
[Tue 22 Apr @ 8:21pm] |
[Private; Vati and Lav can read]
Smooth move on Landon's part, there, or so I thought. I guess life can consume one without them even realizing it, but this is Parvati. And he better step up if he doesn't want me hunting him down... Hmm, maybe I should be a little less angry with him and focus on the fact that the gorgeous, tall, handsome one finally asked her out.
Now that Chase doesn't have practice I see him nearly every other day. He stopped by the other day just to bring me some coffee, and to be honest I nearly swooned right in front of him. I can usually keep my cool, so all of this feeling dizzy around him bit is a little odd for me. And it's not just because he's absolutely stunning to look at, a lot of it is how sweet he is. You just don't find that in a guy much, you know? Someone who cares about you more than himself and what's already in his world. I keep rambling about him, but who wouldn't? I'm totally falling head over heels.
[/End Private]
Chase, I was thinking about going over to the The Arndale Centre in Manchester just to walk around. You know, random mall visit. Care to join me?
And I don't know if I got the chance to mention it that night, but it was a pleasure to meet both of you Kim and Eliza. And of course, it was fantastic to see Angie again!
xoxo,
Rissa
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| six. |
[Tue 30 Oct @ 4:48pm] |
[Private: Against Loyal Death Eaters]
It's so good to be back in England! And I'm so grateful that Lav and Vati are so willing to share a flat with me. Sorry to squish you two into one room; I feel sort of guilty about that.
[/End Private]
[Private: Order Members Only]
My first private to the Order! I feel so official and fancy now!
Bill was amazing to help me out as much as he did. Helping me find a flat and of course letting me stay at his place while I got things sorted out. Fleur, too, of course for not killing me for bothering her husband so much and living in her house for a few days. You've got a gorgeous home and the twins are, too!
I know there's a meeting tonight (it is Saturday, right?), so I guess I'll meet most of you at that. I'm excited! It's good to be around normal people again.
[/End Private]
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| five. |
[Mon 8 Oct @ 6:39pm] |
[Hexed Against Loyal Death Eaters]
Bill has told me that I've got a place with a Lavender and Parvati? Sorry I don't know who you are exactly, I'm still sort of getting used to being able to go where I want when I want... so the idea of trying to put faces to names is not going to end well. I hope it wasn't too much for him to ask for the favour. I don't want to get anyone hurt
[/End Hexed Against Death Eaters]
[Hexed Private to Self]
It's so odd being back. I never really thought that I would miss my home as much as I did. Maybe it's good that I did... but after a few days of being back I'm finding that I'm restless and lost. I don't feel like I am blending back in quite the way that I should be. I'm so jumpy and touchy. Bill touched my arm the other day and I swear I leaped out of my skin. I don't want it to be like that; I want to feel safe here. I want to feel like I'm home.
[/End Private to Self]
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| four. |
[Mon 17 Sep @ 2:02pm] |
[Hexed Against DE]
I'm home.
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| three. |
[Mon 14 May @ 7:36pm] |
The man that invited me out for a Valentine's date just lost his one go at trying to convince me he was worth my time. Maybe it's just that I already wasn't in the best of moods, but when he tried to rub up on me in the middle of the Ministry.. maybe that just bothered me a bit too much.
He was gorgeous, but that seems to be how it is with gorgeous men, they always screw up somehow.
xoxo
Marissa
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| two. |
[Wed 31 Jan @ 12:21pm] |
I think that I've discovered what I dislike about this job. Being an Unspeakable gives you far too much alone time! I mean, sure it's interesting.. but usually there aren't many people there, and you do your work, and while you're doing it you tend to.. let your mind wander off. You know? I start to over analyze things when I'm down there, I think. I'm sitting in here eating lunch, just now, and I keep thinking about everything. And I don't know what it means, because to be completely honest, I've never had a relationship that lasted too long. Maybe a few months, but that's it. And I started to think.. does that make me pathetic? That I can't even hold onto someone long enough to turn it into a relationship, or that when I do get into a relationship something always goes wrong? And it's usually me that causes it? I mean, I don't cheat on the bloke, but I have my flirting tendencies. But that's just me, that's just who I am. Maybe I'm just not meant to end up with anyone.
xoxo
Marissa
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| one. |
[Thu 4 Jan @ 4:55pm] |
Most people my age may find these things silly, but I rather like the idea of communicating through these journals. They seem a bit quiet recently, but that's no surprise after all of this mayhem at the Ball. Hopefully someone will take an interest in my pitiful journal entry.
Onwards though, to the real reason I wrote in this. I need to dance, and I don't mean waltzing or tango. I want to dance. So if anyone's up for a club, as a date or just a friendly night out with a girl, let me know. I'm getting desperate. Works killing me.
xoxo
Marissa
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